I really think i need to slow down for a few days...

We played our first game of soccer back last Thursday night after the festive season... We won, which was great, but i was so tired and exhausted from excessive consumption of alcohol and smoke, i have felt rather second rate since that day...

I suppose it doesn't help at all that i went out on Friday night and drank some more... i kind of said to myself the other day that i wouldn't have a beer for a couple of weeks... i cant help it, its summer, and i really enjoy a beer on a warm afternoon.

I am feeling rather tired... I have been making sure i eat right, i dont want to fade away... but i definitely need to correct my sleeping patterns. Tim and Dave came out with me at 3.00am on Friday moring to put some posters up around the major intersection for the gig on saturday night... it was a good mission, you know, smoke a few cones and it felt quite mischevous, i dont really know if there is anything wrong with posting over stuff... but it still felt naughty - in a good way. Anyway, we got home and went to sleep at 4.00am...

I woke up at about 12.30 the next day... watched a little bit of the cricket, but i had to take my mums lawn mower back to her place... i decided to mow her lawn while i was there, that will earn me some brownie points. After that, i just went to my friend Matts place and he gave me a CD he mixed... i was planning on just chilling at home that night, but Nick called and said he was going for some dinner and drinks in Richmond with some friends - i have this wierd disposition that when my friends ring and ask me if i want to do something, i cant really say no, because i am always afraid i will miss out on something cool, which inadvertantly happens everytime i dont go out... so yeah... i got drunk again... and sleep at 3.30am this time...

Saturday was ok... spent sleeping till 12.30 again... It was a pleasant day outside, so i did a load of washing... i want hot chicks to walk past my place when i am doing crap like that... i can give em a wink and a smile, and surely that impresses chicks!!! hehe... Me and Tim then got a lift to Eds place for his birthday BBQ... that was a really fun part of the night... Ed has a 5 year old son named Harry, and he is an absolute Gem of a kid... i love him to pieces. Last night was the first night he really warmed to me... i won his love by un twisted bent bottle caps and collecting them for him (yes - more drinking...) its amazing how kids will love you for the simplest of reasons... We got Ed a Liverpool FC home soccer top... whilst i despise everything scouser, its still a nice top.

After Eds we went to the gig in the city... I partook in a fair amount of debauchery, and it is 36 hours since i last slept... Musically, up untill Mistress Barbara finished, it was agreat night... i thought i would be able to deal with the hard trance... well, honestly, i didn't think it was going to be hard NRG - i thought there was going to be somewhat of techno element... i can only say, that i will not be attending events with some of those DJs in the line up... if i had of paid for last night - i would be dissapointed.

Its going to be 32 tomorrow... so i am going to the beach... No real oppurtunities to score thus far this weekend... i was seriously too wasted and not interested the last two nights... and its getting a bit wierd, because i am find myself to be rather picky and sub concsiously arrogant to girls i dont find particularly attractive...

Peace Out.