I never wanted to hate you, abhorrence is not me
But the way I let you touch my heart and soul, it’s corrupted my memory
I wanted to remember the good times, all of the fun that we shared
Showing your true colours today, tells me you never really cared.
Immortality in the mind is a gift bestowed upon some
The way you carry on, will guarantee you are not one
It’s time to burn the photos, and time to move along
I thought you would always be a cherished friend, how I hate being wrong.
Everyone dies eventually, although the memories do live on
When I remember you, I feel my spirit is gone
To think how much I've missed you like crazy
Your lack of empathy show’s my hearts judgement to be hazy
You know I would have done anything asked of me
My unconditional love was the weakness; mutual love was never going to be.
The eternal barrier of hatred and disgust, you just pushed me right through
You haven’t done anything wrong, you are just being you.
As each day goes by, I prove my stupidity through hope
Maybe, just maybe, you will try to understand - I guess I am the dope
I don’t want you to change; I do wish you could care
The hope, yet lack of response, is all to difficult to bare
The real sad thing is that I will always be here, ready to help whenever you desire
However, the way I feel right now, I wouldn’t hesitate to set you on fire
I respect your feelings, and how you want it to be…
Alas, If these feelings are true, you are dead to me.
BAM!!!